Sometimes I wonder whether it was a good idea to go back to school or not. I mean, I know I need my education so I can get a better job that I'm more likely to get paid better at, but I'm so financially drained right now, it's ridiculous.
I tried to get a better paying job last Friday, but the following Friday when they said they would do call backs came and went with not a call one from them. *sigh* I guess I'm at the point where I don't have much choice but to take on a second part time job to try to get these bills paid off faster as to not have to worry about them any longer. Right now with just one job, I'm making minimum payments on my bills. After the minimum payment, I pay for gas to get to and from school. I seldom have money for food. If it weren't for my parents and my friends at school, I would have likely starved by now.
I don't know if my body can handle going to school and working two jobs right now. My knees feel like it's bone on bone when I bend them, one of my elbows can't hold weight on it right now, and I'm mentally and physically drained at all times, nearly.
I just hope I can reach my goal of not being required to work during school soon. It would make it much easier for studying, homework, and getting to relax a little on the weekends, if I can. Right now, I'm running myself ragged. I have no days off between school and work.
Boy, could I really use a vacation.
 Silvermoonfall · Sun Nov 14, 2010 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |
