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Why do i feel this way i know i should be happy but for some reason i just keep crashing i found someone that loves me for who i am and i couldn't be happier but all the same i am still depressed something that nags at me i don't even know what it is but it's there and it's pulling me down all the petty things in life that i let get in my way i should be satisfied with what i have but i always want something more i need to stop before i ruin another good thing just like everything before i'm not going to let that happen all i want is for her to be in my arms that is all i need i won't let the crash ruin my last hope at happiness whatever it is that drags me down i will cut loose and i will live and not be cast into shadow again... i can't let myself crash