Got a lot on my mind lately.
June 1st 2010, my father died, but he was so much more than my father, he was my dad... any guy can be a father, only the real good ones can be classified as dads, and my own probably stretched it further than that... So I've signed the administer papers and everything, and I'm soon to do all the papers to get the truck signed over to my little brother, house to me, another building to me and my brother, the Suburban sold, hopefully... bank accounts, stocks... I'm just glad he didn't owe anyone, in fact more people owed him than the godfather himself... It's hard to go through all this with a smile, but I remain for the good of everything...
All my friends are either in the Navy, Army, or were and are now living elsewhere... So I officially only have friends at work, not counting my little brothers friends who hang around and I get along with, they aren't my own, they aren't around for my benefit, therefor, they are his friends and not my own. I hope Drake visits like he said he would.. never know with him... Rob is in Hawaii in the navy, making it a career he said... Cody H. is somewhere..... I think in KCK or near... Army... only visits when he can, and it's quite saddening.... Cody O. is currently in college or somthing... down in Oklahoma I think.... *sigh*
-State Job-
too much to even begin..... but I will summerize it.... Hippa (prevents me from talking much about anything up there for rights ect) I work at the state hospital as Security, and we are needed.
-wants-
I don't have the personality for my job, nor do I have the ability to stay up all night (I work Graveyard shift) and then come home, and stay up till noon and go to sleep... as soon as I get home, if my head gets to the pillow... but first I have to get my puppy (talk about him in a second) outside to use the restroom and then wash him so when he falls asleep next to me, he doesn't smell of poo... I get to bed about 8 because of that rat. Anyway... I need a job where I can get payed as much as I do, (new car payments needed) one where my low attention span doesn't hinder it. (honestly, I keep having to do other things because writing this gets boring) and where my easily entertained part of my mind doesn't get distracted so easily..... I'm picky... because if I'm not, I will never get anything I want out of life.
-puppy-
I gotz a new puppy!!!!!!!!!! he's adorable!!!!!!!! I mean... to say... he looks nothing like what he is.... sadly he's part Chihuahua, BUT doesn't look chihuahua at all! ZOMG!!!!!! but he keeps pooing in the house... in fact... I need to take him outside after this.... this is taking FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And then I need to wash him O.O eek I don't want him to smell like poo all day... I'm not sure if I can post pics on here.... but I so want to..... he's adorable, cute, and needs to learn what not to chew on... in fact, he's whining right now... *sigh*
-hot-
GOD IT's FRICKEN HOT IN THIS HOUSE!!!!!!!!!
-school-
I would like to go to college... but my car is preventing it...
-New Car-
Yeah, sure, it's not so new anymore.... but still.... 2010 Hyundai Accent, 2 door, hatchback, got my loan, and everything, without a fuss, only my name on it ect.... 15kish.... costing me an arm... and just think, there are people out there with jobs that permit them to pay cash in full up front.. I envy them.... But for now.... the 600 a month in payments for this sucker is keeping me busy.
-hmm-
Did I mention it's HOT IN THIS HOUSE!!!!!!!!!???????
All I can think of for now....... only an hour after I started ish....
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