Oh my me, can it be that I have not written in months? I am deeply and utterly sorry,
In what has been over half a year since my last entry, a ton has happened. From the pregnancy of my beloved friend to the loss of the one thing I ever loved... So much more has occured but yet I cannot describe how I feel for I don't really feel anymore.
Have you ever been so exhausted with your life, as in trying to discover what you want out of it or just what to achieve the days ahead that you come to a realization that nothing new will ever arise?
Have you ever been fed up with yourself, the way you acted, the way you looked, the way you turned out to be that you finally acknowledge, you'll never change and never amount to anything else?
For some reason I seem to be going through a midlife crisis at 18, and I haven't a clue what to do.
What I really want is to wait until my longest friend comes to take me with him where I will once again be happy...
*An extremely sophisticated way of removing scorpions from your property is by placing just a small amount of liquor anywhere along their body. The alcohol settles on their skin giving them an irritating sensation causing them to instantly go "crazy" and sting themself to death*
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