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I hope you don't mind if I say what I think here, Teddeh-kun.

"Things are goin pretty bad on my side...
People are hating meh and all that...

Did you yourself said that you might starting hating I and Manav as well?

Meh friend told me to shut up...
I was making him pissed off...
All I did was say the truth...
But do people always want the truth?

I don't know the situation there, but tell me, was it a truth or was it an opinion that seems like a fact to you? You must be sensitive of how people feel about things. Perhaps you said something that they didn't want to admit and it feels like it hurts them now that it was just spoken in the wide open. I'm not sure. o-o

And then there is my other friends...
Are they really my friends...

You and you're friends maybe parting because you're questioning it. Perhaps you're changing and just feel confused. It's not like they're gone forever anyways, even if you do leave them just for a little. If you leave them for a little, use that time to pull yourself together and make happy memories with them again.

To be friends don't there need to be a connection...
Not just one person...
1 + 0 = Nothing...
1 + 1 = Everything...
Isn't that the way it is?

This..I believe is meant for romantic relationships, dear teddeh. o w o.. Since there is more than one friend you have, this couldn't make sense. And there's no such thing as "The way it is.". Or at least to me there isn't. Life is always changing. That's the only "That's the way it is" for me. To have someone hold dear to you, that's when you realize how dear and blessed everything is. Be happy! Even if it is hard.

They don't try to talk to me...
Or even listen to me at times...
Is it because I don't speak loud enough...
Or is it that I am not as important as other people...

Don't just wait for them to talk to you! D:< Talk to them, nudge em'. Joke with them. Laugh. Your voice within them will become louder the closer you are to them. The more they know you, the more you're voice will travel through them vitally and clearly. Help them understand you. Don't wait for them to get it. And you have to make yourself important to them! You can't just wait around in this world expecting the good things to come now can you? You should know that.

It's almost like you're the one putting up the wall, Joey.

But it doesn't matter what I say anyways right? Learn this on your own and fully understand. Learn to fix this problem with determination. Don't just give up and think that it's better the way things are now. Try. Your friend may not feel that important to you because you question your friendship with them.

Eh...who knows...who knows...

When you do, tell me.