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Love.
Is there really such a thing? Sometimes I wonder..
Every relationship I've been in (which is only 3) I've been left heartbroken
with only feelings of pain, sorrow, and being lost.
A part of it is my own fault though.. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I put
too much of myself out there for people to pick at.. So when I'm in a relationship,
I really do love them. But from experience, others don't feel the same way.
People keep telling me I'll find someone, but it's just too hard.
I'm stuck in a hole of dark depression. Looking up and seeing no light at the end of the tunnel.
Some people just aren't ment to be loved I guess..
I'm hopelessly lonely. And I hate to say this, but I've finally just given up on looking..