I try to keep myself from being depressed. And it's been working.. But sometimes I feel like I'm just lying to myself. I can put on a smile and perhaps not think about the past.. but it will always stay with me.
I don't want to forget the past and get over it. I just wish that I wouldn't be so depressed anymore.
Anyway.. I pretty much sold almost everything in order to get these shoes. ( And my eyes. ) The eyes are like.. 1,400,000g. And the shoes were around 960k. It sucks because now I have to get everything back again, and I can't buy any Gaia Cash Cards to help until after the anime con I'll be going to. I hear that it's supposed to be bigger this time, so they're looking for different venues to place it in. I'm really excited, but I hope it will still be close by. We don't have a car.. so we'll have to take the bus instead.
If you're one of those people who have a habit of telling people to wear something else, I'll just mutter out the reason I'm sticking with these shoes. Observe:
Sasuke wears shoes where his toes are sticking out in the front. Just before they get to the legs, another area of flesh shows. And then in the back.. it shows too. So there are three areas.
This is why I chose these ones instead. Perhaps the other ones may look better. However, I want to make it more like Sasuke. So if I can get it looking more like Sasuke's outfit, I will.
I have to give my brother 500k for giving me the Katana. He said he would give it to me if I pay him back half the amount. So thank you!
Also, I will be sending my friend Matt-Tiki a package in the mail for Valentines day. I'm so excited. I love spoiling people when I have enough money. To tell you the truth, right now I don't have enough money. Because I had to use that money on Matt's presents. Plus, I have to save up for the convention.
Gaia has become boring. At least.. a little more than I want it to. I'm finding it hard to find interesting people to talk to. A lot of them tend to annoy me.
