Sometimes I feel like my mind is a swirling black pit of hell (pardon my language) The picture i see is a playground swings, the spinning metal object the rocking horse or seal or what ever its all in black and burn the grass is black ash the spinning metal circle is moving the sky is black no stars no moon no clouds only black trees near by on fire or burnt. blood drips from one of the swing there are bodies no faces. Then you see me on the other swing, swinging as if everything is fine smiling and laughing even though i hear screams in the back round and cries for help flood out of the distance.
I think its my demented side - laugh as people died in pain
my childish side - if i keep flying higher then it cant touch me
or the person I em now - masking my pain and emotion and keep trudging on through the dark though I am deeply afraid of and what i might see if i pretend I am not here or just go on then no worry right?
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