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Behind Her Mask
My s**t and stuff... yeah, I decided to make it public...
UnBreakable / / UnStoppable
Where are the people who abuse me?
Where are the words who use me?
Where are the thoughts who accuse me?
My dreams are crushed to ashen dust.
My heart is shattered like a mirror.
Do you ever that she was the one who saved you?

I wanna go there, back to that time.
But I know, so much better now.
I'm unbreakable, I'm unstoppable.
I'll keep on going forward, who cares where I go?
You aren't even there, walking on the same path.
The choice is made, to start over, over again!

They follow me like hungry wolves, starving lions.
What they don't know, is that I'm hiding in the sheep's skin.
I won't be afraid of anything, I won't be hiding anymore.
The promise of tomorrow, is of yesterday.
The words don't hurt, the thoughts don't matter...

I wanna go there, back to that time.
But I know now that it will never happen.
I'm unbreakable, made of water.
I'm unstoppable, like the soaring winds.
I can't go back to that time... no matter how addicting.
Unmistakable, my path beckons forward.
The choice is made so I don't have to feel the pain.

This time I'm not scared, not breakable.
The skin has shed and it's time I fight back.
Crawling, screaming, crying, begging for me to come back.
No more, will anyone take me over.
No more, will I ever follow the leader...

Where are the people who abuse me?
Where are the words who use me?
Where are the thoughts who accuse me?
The fear is longer there, the dream is no longer here.
I walk aimless upon my path, not knowing where it ends.
But oh, oh how free am I going to be?
In the end?
I'm unstoppable, no longer am I breakable.
I've forgtten the fear that hold me like crutch,
and turned all my dreams to ashy dust.
All the voices has ceased to hurt me...

Now lies one more problem left.
How can I stop abusing myself?
How can I stop using me?
How can I stop accusing me?

I am unbreakable, nearly stoppable, unmistakable...





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