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then you shall stay sad, because many peopel go through what you have..... including one who cares about you, and doesnt want to see you hurt...... i will help you as best i can, but i can only help you if you also help yourself...... i still love you, connor, and will for a long time, so stop acting like this unless you want to hurt more people...... and if you die, you might want to expect your friends tocome with you, or at least me to follow...... cause i feel worse than you, knowing i caused part of this pain.....

CONNER!!!!! You have people all around you that care about you. Many people, including myself, are going through what you are going through now, even though you may feel alone. If you hold in there the pain shall soon leave, little by little. Till you feel happy again. This is one of the low points in being a teenager crying . Focus on the good things in your life instead of the bad. Even little things that make you smile. Even the smallest sliver of joy can help get through depression.

Also I'm so sorry for writing so late in the day, or should I say so eraly in the morning whee . I'm hyper right now so dont mind me and my crazy loopiness. Check out my journals. I'm sure you'll get a kick outta that!!! *flys away on giant cow with fuzzy llama's of DOOM!!!* sorry. It was that Pepsi I drank eralier 3nodding blaugh !!! Also sorry about misspelled words. I suck at spelling xp

Pain is an essential part of life, Nightmare. You can't be truly happy if you haven't experienced it at least once. Know that. 3nodding