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You know, i've been having a great time in school so far. I've got a big project coming up for Humanities that i've been sketching, i've been meeting a lot of new people, we're already talking about what University i'll be transferring to. I'm happy biggrin
There's one thing that I learned in life....one thing that scares me anytime i think of it but i realize that its so true.....

Think about life this way: you're running on a track. You may fall, you may get exhausted, you may collapse and sleep for days because you just don't know what to do....but, you can never turn back. You can rewind time and do situations over and you have to think ahead because when a good opportunity comes up and you miss it, you'll never get the chance to get it back again.

I want to be someone and I want to leave a legacy behind me. A great legacy so that my children can look at me and say, "Mom, you're amazing." I want to be remembered. I want to give something to this beautiful, scary world so that future generations can enjoy my work. I don't want to die and have regrets. True Hell is in your mind...True Hell is fed off of your anger, your torments, your regrets most of all. I have none of those because i can't afford to sit around on my a** and feel sorry for myself all day. Why would I? Every second that passes is a opportunity to better yourself. It took me a long time to realize that.


ALSO!!!! I want to be someone great not only for myself but also for my future husband. I'm not going to just marry anyone. I'm looking for my soulmate. Its not stupid, its not silly. Just because you may be "compatible" with someone does not mean in any way that they're the one. You feel it inside. You feel drawn to them in sort of an electric way. When you find that person, your soulmate, you know they'll be there no matter where you go and you'll want to be someone great so that you can make them happy always and support them. Not drag them down because you're not okay.