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50,000 lies welling up inside
I have to say it feels like I've died
Hurting you was never my intention
You were my best friend not to mention
I'm mocked by the sands of time
now it's too late, they've made up their minds

I have to stay strong
Can't show that there's something wrong
The scars must stay concealed
All the lies are never to be revealed
They can't be revealed . . .
Can't be revealed . . .

The monster inside is beginning to awaken
I can't believe it was you that i've forsaken
My apologies go out to you
This wasn't what I had ment to do
It's like someone else was inside
They made me lie
They made me lie . . .


I have to stay strong
Can't show that there's something wrong
The scars much stay concealed
All the lies are never to be revealed
They can't be revealed . . .
Can't be revealed . . .

Sweet sorrow has rained down like ash falling from the sky
Each soaring bird was taken down in mid flight
My tears they rain . . .
They rain . . .

I can't stay strong
All these things that went wrong
The scars of life must not be concealed
They're out in the opened and fully revealed
I'm sorry for all these lies . . .
All these lies . . .

They're killing me