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Poems.

Here Is many of my poems.....

Confusion:
emotions fall around me like walls. they crush me and make me feel small and weak. they hurt me and make me scream out in anguish
i fear my emotions so i used to run and hide from them
but this time its different
if i run they will get worse. if i run i will loose everything i hold dear.
if i dont i may loose my mind. if i try to fight my way out i will only end deeper in my terrony here
the biggest emotion is love.....the most painful is sorrow from having a loved one hurting, crying, screaming out my name in
pain. i love her and hold her dear.....yet some call me insane.
i dont care im not going anywhere but to her side till my love i proclaim
just the sound of her name in vain drives me madly insane. i attack those who talk smack
any who defy thee die be thy hand. i fear for the woman...my love..the love of my life that i hold dear
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Even after the pain I whent through for her.....I would do it again and
again all eternity for her...just to see her smile.
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I have felt the physical pain of a thousand years
I have felt a bullet pierce me my dear
I have felt the pain of loosing all I love
I have felt the pain of loosing a undieing love
I have stared evil in the face and expierienced its wrath
I have found you my dear
you have removed all pain and fear from all my years
you have carried me on high on angel wings
your are what makes me have a soul
you are the reason I am here
you my dear are the reason I no longer fear
you are the light of my world, the joy of my life
you are the reason I fight for what is right all through the night
you are my love and my everything
I will love you always my queen
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Valentines day for YOU:
V-day is the 1 day of the year I truly get to show you my true love my dear,
it is the day I adore and the day I fear, I fear to loose you my valentine
dear,
when I see you my heart abounds in unbridled love, when you leave my heart
breaks to where only u can fix it my love,
with you near me my dear,i know no fear, you r my love from above who brings
me joy and cheer.
This year though on valentines day, u and I have been forced to be apart
from the ones who hold are hearts.
I have found love and it stole my heart.
ilove you & I always will, I need you for you are what fills my soul, makes
my day, and just makes me wanna live.
I am left with 1 option to keep you near, but with that option comes my
greatest fear. the fear
of you saying no when I get down on my knee and ask you "will you be mine to
cherish till death do us part"?
your my love, my 1 and only reason for being.
So the question is my dear, will u be mine and marry me here?
So what is your answer? will u marry me?
before you say yes. before you say no, just keep in mind that, no matter
what you say
I will ALWAYS love you 4ever the same
((note wasnt even wrote on valentines .......oh and next))

Joy:
Joy. What is joy? Joy is the simple pleasure of having someone u luv by ur
side and never wanting to let go. it is knowing you have done your favorite
thing and will do it again. it is nothing in comparison to my luv for u my
sweet*smiles and looks to her kissing her deep*. but if there is joy there
is always sorrow. when you leave me for awhile I feel my heart follow and be
thrown flat on a mat. ur precesne it a luving trap. it hurts to see you say
goodbye. but I feel like I can fly when merly u say hi.
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You my Dear are one in a million and none compare
You are the reason i have no more mortal fear
You..You are why i dare not cry for i fear i may die
I love you more then any heart should ever dare
I love you because you are the sunshine thats always there
But above all my angel of dark.......i hope my love for you has made its mark...
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When the truth is found to be lies and all the joy in u dies.
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If love is a game, its really hard..after all who can win at a game with no rules
it takes a strong heart to cry, but a stronger one to say why?
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I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
Cause blood mouth beats blood on the ground
When you learn to forgive someone who has really hurt you
and forget the wound that they have caused, then you truly
love that person.
If i would have known the way that this would end.
if i would have read the last page first. if i would have
had the strength to walk away. if i would have known how this
would hurt. i would have loved you anyway.. i'd do it all the same
.. not a second i would change. not a touch that i would trade. if
i'd known my heart would break.. i would have loved you anyway.
We said our goodbyes
Swore we'd stay in touch
Then we went our seperate ways
Knowing no one ever does
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Darkness covers me encasing me in its bubble of pain and misery.
My heart breaks as i try to escape.
The buble shrinks tighter on me making it more painful and harder to breathe.
I see a ray of light through the smog filled buble choking on air i reach for
it only to find it a false hope.i take my last breathe as the buble fully envelops
my being and i lay in the bubble to only have it pop at the last second saving me to
live through it all again minutes later.