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This sucks!
Ok, so tonight, i was at the homecomming game (i know creppy right?) and i get a call. Who could it be from?
X. (If i've talked to you you should know who this is)
Yes, X. I haven't talked to him in over 3 months but thats ok. I tell him i'll call him back later. I do (just got off the phone about 30 mins. ago) and it was the weirdest conversation. Actually all my confersations with him are weird. very weird, like aquward weird. And this is the only guy it happens with. I hate it! I could be talking to many guys very normally like they were human beings, but the moment i talk to him i sound like a ******** twit. Either way he tried to set me up with one of his friends. One of his friends that i don't know. Never seen. Never met. He didn't even talk on the phone very much, and it was on speaker phone. THey tried to explane to me what he looked liek or something.... but i didn't catch very much of it. But what I wanted to scream the entire time was, "I DON"T WANT YOU FRIEND I WANT YOU!"
I just can't tell him or anything, wel, i meant i could tell gabe but it could be a little weird concidering i totally acted like i wasn't intersted when we first met and started talking. *sigh* I just keep remembering him at my party when we all jumped/ got pushed into the pool and he looked sooooooo sexy! with his hair all stringy and in his face and such..... it was hot to me. And now I just have this mental picture of him like that in my skull.
Besides, i don't think he would be interested in me at all, for the first time i really do think i'm to ugly to get him. But.......... i don't know! I don't want to think that but.....*le sigh* what are you gonna do?
domokun