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I used to have a great life. No worries. School was allways a problem but thats school, you can get by that easy. But bad luck and ill will seems to be around me.

My friends are just acting odd. Some for better, most for worse. 3 of my friends seem to be depressed all the time, and I cant do anything about it. After a couple weeks I asked them whats bugging them, and they all just ignored me. They seem like their old self about 1/4th the time they should.

A good portion of my friends have moved away. We try to keep in contact but only 2 of my friends that have moved away seem to keep in touch.

I lost my privledges to go on the computer unless im studying now because I have a D in biology, but thats only because my Biology teacher has an odd grading scale. My grade is going up, but her scale only lets you get your grade up so fast (and drop like a rock). That has limited my contact to a lot of friends I do and do not know, and now my dad thinks im failing every single class (which I am not) and so a huge portion of my life seems to be consumed with homework. Some of my usual sights I go on. And worse, the big MMOs like Mabinogi and Maplestory I can't play because they require a password! Ive been childlocked!

A couple days later, my parents forgot to log off their account one day and they left the house. Their account was not child locked so I went on my sities and the MMOs I play. WELL hardly any of my friends were on and most have left.

A day before thanksgiving and while I am at my grandparents. I threw up numerious amounts of times that I lost count. My mom got it too, but god spaired me because I was ok by the next day.

Thanksgiving was a good break. I caught up with a lot of my awsome relitives, even if the 4 year-olds are anoying. XD My crazy hiker aunt is going to run a marathon that I believe is going to last a couple months. My grandpa is going hunting.

The day after thanksgiving, we are supposed to leave. However, my dad has the virus now so he has to stay here because its an hour drive to the airport, and we would have to pull over multiple times so he could throw up in the middle of the drive. So My Sister, Mom, and I had to go home without him. However...

...that 1 hour drive I told you about? Turned out to be 3 hours due to traffic. 1st accident happened before we got there. 3 others occured after that and made it slower because people got so ticked off about the traffic they drove in the bike lane. So we missed our flight and we have to spend $600 more to get a flight on the soonest flight back, which is TUESDAY. I have test-preps I am going to miss!

In a gist, my friends are acting like no one is listening to them when I am yelling at them "Im right here! Let me help you!". My social life is in a mess because of school and my dad. Because of that some of my friends seem to have left me. And its going to take a long time to get some of my privledges back and my life back to normal again.


Please... if anyone of my friends are reading this... can they tell me what I am doing wrong?

Im going to do some reflection and replay what I can of my life through my memory. Ill tell you what I get tommorow...