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falling

Falling...Falling fast
No end in sight no way to stop
I can't see, i can't hear, Only feel
Feel the pain as i hit the ground
I don't die only feel the pain...won't someone stop it?
Why me? Why do i have to live?
I hate this life, this pain, this world
Take it away...take me away
Free me, kill me, leave me
I don't want to live any longer
I can't it hurts this pain, this ache, this heart
I can't fall anymore, so why am i still falling farther down?
What is left of me? NOTHING
I am no one, a nothing
I don't deserve this, this life, this pain, this love. Why?
Why do you keep tricking me, hurting me
I just want to die, to leave, to be free
Nothing can fill the void within me
Not you, not her, not him, not anyone
I'm gone. I don't exist. I'm just a shadow
A speck on life. So why? Why do i still breath?
Why do i still live?
Just let me go.
Falling...falling fast...gone.