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Urgh.
That's right. Urgh.
Today was the worst day ever. I totally got sick during economics class, and I know very well why. Darn vaccines.
I can only speculate that my stupid vaccines and their side effects have caused me so much unease.
I admit it, I'm not in the best condition. I often lament on my physical weakness, though I contribute to that as well. I never give my body a break, and that also means whenever I have a bad case of the nerves.
I usually sit on the sidelines watching my friends do amazing sports and things, only hoping I could too. Not that I don't do physical activity; I partake in gym class and I have been in Kendo and fencing for quite a while. I also duel, but, I'm somewhat limited. I don't remember that while I'm fighting, but I end up remembering the next day.
Some symptoms include, memory loss (>> wink , loss of coordination, excessive anxiety, fatigue, nausea, and mood swings.
I know. I sound like a monster. These don't happen very often, and I'm happy to say that I am in a very healthy condition. People should pay no attention to me, yet to those who require most assistance.
I can admit I am an intelligent person. I do not show my lack of health, though I am a naturally healthy person. I always keep a strong diet, but I have had some immune problems and breathing problems in the past. Those breathing problems have been occuring a lot lately.
One thing that really helps though is exercise, and since I am in gym class I try to make the best of the little gym time I get since all the students there take their time doing things and always spend their time talking.
Only a few times have I showed serious cases, but for the most part, I am a healthy person. I however tend to have these symptoms from my excessive stress and my condition. These vaccines will hopefully keep me in place, and I'm sure that things will be all right.
Just right now there is severe discomfort. I feel sick and ill-tempered, but even in a bad mood, I'm working hard to finish my best friend's anniversary gift for his girlfriend, making my friend's profile, and also working on my story for the newspaper club. I don't want my bad day to reflect onto other people, so I just keep going and try to relax.
I even played my violin today...I played a very very energetic song to lose a lot of that energy. Then when I finished, I resumed to my graphics, and have been here since.
I just didn't have a good day. I felt sick, tired, and then my old English teacher was transferred. Saying goodbye was a really hard thing to do. I began to cry once I realized that she was the very same teacher who inspired me to write poetry, and yet when I told her that, she laughed through her tears and said, "And I always hated poetry."
It was very ironic, yet almost...so planned. I can't explain the feeling I had inside when she told me that, but it was something very unique.
I'm only hoping now that my friend likes the surprise I am making. I worked so hard and I really hope they appreciate it. 42 layers! Not a record, but definitely getting up there. The most I've had was 114, but you could barely tell; most of them were color shades and several single brush addons.
I have no clue how this trailed off from my vaccines, but I guess it means that I have much more to say than just about my condition.
Ohtori Kagura · Sat Oct 18, 2008 @ 07:21am · 0 Comments |
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