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i like walking in the reain cause nobody knows im crying.

lets play truth or dare! or lets just play dare because nobody tells the truth anymore.

i think ill kill myself.---i love you--- ok maybe not! <3

sometimes when i say oh im fine i want sombody to look me in the eyes and say tell the truth.

you asked what was wrong and i smiled and said nothing. then i turned around and said everything.

sick of crying tired of trying yea im smiling but inside im dying.

im just a kid and my life is a nightmare.

when words fail music speaks.

teddys dont hug back but sometimes theyre all youve got.

you said that you loved me...why did you lie?

the nice men are ugly the handsome men are mean and the nice and handsome men are gay. (im not homophobic)

leave me alone im tired of your lies.

whos gonna catch me when i fall?

boys do this: </3 (break hearts)

i love...no wait...hope something eats you!

all alone in a room full of people.

just once...i want someone to be a afraid of losing me.

i got a heart full of pain, a head full of stress, a handful of anger all held in my chest.

i wish i was a white crayon so then i could never be used.

after a year in therapy, my psychiatrist said to me maybe life isnt for everybody.

i cry silently, i cry inside of my, i cry hopelessly.

if i were to die tomorrow would you even care?

turn the radio up so loud that nobody can hear you screaming.

im not afraid to walk this world alone.

its hard to answer the question whats wrong when nothings right.

he gave her 12 roses...11 real and 1 fake and said ill love you til the last rose dies.

shut up voices! or ill poke you with a q tip again!

at least in the rain you cant see my tears.

even the freaks need love.

the cuts in my wrists are deep but the cuts in my heart are deeper.

im drifting away from the people i really need.

to you i was just another girl wasnt i?

why do i have to be so sad?

i hate myself for being so weak!

be optimistic: all the people you hate will eventually die!

im going to draw a picture. a picture with a twist. ill draw it with a razor. ill draw it on my wrist. and as i draw this picture a fountain will appear. and as this fountain flows. my troubles disappear.

i hate fake people.

am i getting better or am i just used to the pain?

if you cant handle me at my worst then you dont deserve my best.

before you judge me try walking in my shoes.

it was there in the darkness when she lost herself.

smile...it hides everything.

shes so scared to get close to anyone because anyone who said theyd always be there left.

somtimes i feel like running away just to see if youll follow.

i am MAD....with power.

do you know how it feels to be alone?

my heart...silly me! guess im just not good at fixing everything.

maybe i was just meant to be alone.

people say love is like magic...but isnt magic just an illusion?

it doesnt hurt to dream. it hurts more to wake up.

things to do today: get up, survive, go to sleep.

im not even going to TRY to get mad anymore. ive just got to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.

no one understands and they never will.

ya i fell for you...but you tripped me.

i cant be everything you always wanted.

i can forgive but i cant forget and i hope you know youve lost my respect.

i wish you loved me like you love your music.

just another ******** up emo girl with a broken heart.

you cant fix a heart once its broken.

go ahead and frikin diss the little emo kids! just remember that they dont care what you think of them, b***h.

pretend you cant feel at all.

live strange, get lost.

i needed you then and i still need you now.

id rather be hated for what i am than be loved for what im not.

sometimes letting go is hard but its easier than holding on to something thats not there.

how high can you fly with broken wings?

if tears could make us pretty then id be the prettiest girl in the world.

to put it nicely...i hope you choke!

to feel hurt to be lost to be left out in the dark.

a girl who is too sad to give a ********.

shell spend one more night on a dirty floor waiting one more day to run out the door.

rawr im an emo fear me muwahahaha

when im alone i think of you.

let death take me.

what happens when hes your prince charming but youre not his cinderella?

she was always so sad but she never said a word.

not all scars show not all wounds heal sometimes you just cant see the pain someone is feeling.

its hard to hold onto a dream that will never come true.

dead in her mind and cold to the bone. she opened her eyes and saw she was all alone.

everyday people ask are you two going out? and you dont know how painful it is to reply no were just friends.

tears are words from the heart that cant be spoken.

im everything that i hate.

same s**t. different day.

i know im not easy to love but could you try anyway?

beyond this smile is something youll never understand.

dear heart. i met a boy. prepare to shatter.

she died inside and nobody ever knew.

p.s. i didnt change, i just got tired of pretending i was happy.

when other girls wanted to be ballet dancers i kinda wanted to be a vampire.

you know you really miss him when tears roll down your cheeks for no reason.

now...can you break my ******** heart and still tell me you love me?

if i hate everything about you...why do i love you?

cross my heart i hope you die!

blurred from tears.

another chapter in my life gone bad.

my music makes me cry.

the boy of my dreams turned out to be a monster in a nightmare.

what makes me so easy to throw away?

lost in a world that doesnt want me.

sometimes i wanna go to sleep and never wake up.

trapped inside this thing called life.

note to self: shut up.

i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesnt even matter.

you cant kill what you didnt create.

and she tried as hard as she could to try to forget about him.

depression is my life.

i know im not lost im just alone.

fake faces everywhere i see.


~once upon a time i ripped the wings from my spine and when i hide inside your eyes i still pretend that i can fly~



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