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Drew <3
-sigh- what can i say about drew?... i could say so much about him but i can't put how i feel about him in words... all i can think of at this second is that he's the best damn thing that's ever happened to me... but considering that all of my reltionships so far (besides the current one with drew) have really sucked. he's 99.999% of my life. school, my ENTIRE family, my friends, and all the other pointless stuff in my life have to deal with being squeezed into .001% of my life. so since drew is pretty much my ENTIRE life... i guess you could say that my life is perfect. i love him so much, no one understands how i feel about him. i don't think HE even understands how much i love him. if someone were to put a gun to my head and a gun to his and told me to choose which trigger to pull, without a doubt and without ANY hesitation i would tell them to kill me on the spot as long as i was possitive that drew was going to live. i value him so much... i would never want to lose him. if i ever lost him i would more then likely shut myself off from the world and never associate myself with anyone (in simpler terms: go emo). i thought i loved someone else beside him and after i told him i had to go to sleep but i couldn't i was crying all night thinking i had screwed everything up and lost him forever... then, as i lay there thinking about him, i realized that i could love five billion other guys and they still wouldn't add up to HALF as much as i love drew...
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