I'm such a sucker for doo wop.
Have you ever had someone in your life? And in your eyes they could do no wrong? Then they hurt you. And bam! You're vision of them is shattered, and they're not the same. Then you desperately try to see them that way, but you can't. It's useless. They can never be that way in your eyes again can they? But you want them to be so you just feel hopeless.
Ever since I was little I told myself not to expect anything from anyone else, because then you will just be let down. I expected too much from someone and they let me down. Now I can't see the perfection I used to see. I mean no one is perfect, but they were as close as can be in my eyes. No I'm not talking about chase. He's still awesomeness. It's not so much that this person is flawed. They're just not what I expected. I think they're better off without me. Why? Because I'm not important. I mean I know thats their call, but I never feel important. I'm not important until they have noone else to turn to. Then I'm hurt and now we're not the same I think. I want to be the same. I honestly do. But something is going to have to happen first. I don't know what. Just we can't keep going on the way we are, and think we can go back to what we had.
Warning! Lovey dovey crap:
Yesterday chase left a trail of Jumbo blue pixiesticks. Leading from the front door to his bed room and onto his bed. Yeah. He's freaking adorable.
I want to make more layouts.
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