Well here I am in Utah after a 12 hour car ride with numerous annoying brothers and multiple dead cell zones, but needless to say I made it out in one piece. If you read my efy pages and all that about my cousin spreading rumors about me well I found out that she thought that I read her journal!! I never even went near her stuff so how could she do that to me? Anyways I saw her yesterday and she pretty much ignored me which I can understand but still just all I want to know is why the heck she did that to me? And if you want to know about my suckish self esteem isues, well I have a diffrent cousin and she is one year older than me and she and I used to be best friends then I come back one Christmas and she has a cell phone and she starts spending all of her time talking and texting to her friends and she completely ignored me! So I thought that it would pass but it hasnt now I dont know who she is anymore so instead I hang out with her 11 year old sister. And dont get me wrong I love both of them to death but I just want to be friends with my cousin again. And I know this sounds stupid but every time I see her my confidence drops and I always feel like I have to impress her and if anyone can give me any advice please, please leave a comment I really need it.
[ Monkey Of Doom ] Community Member 
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