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Well, I'm off to college tomorrow. I'm gonna miss everyone SOOOO much. But I..... never got to say goodbye to Kai.......... it's so painful, that little fact of life. I'm so confused, I don't know what to do, what to think. Rocky helped a good bit ((Thank you so much, it's scary how well you fix me up)), but I'm still upset about missing my friends here on gaia and irl. I'll miss my family, definitely ((both gaia and IRL)). I was hoping to be married today, but that never happened. Poor Kai doesn't let himself sleep enough, so he basically passed out a while ago, haven't heard from him since. I wish I could talk to him ((preferably not online, if that would've been possible)). I'm gonna miss my family, I'm gonna miss Yin ((though he wants to kill me >.< )), I'll........ I'll even miss Sailor........ as much as she constantly hurts me........... it's horrible. But whatever, I'm way too much of a softy. I love all you guys on gaia who've been here to support me through all this. All of you who have given me constant reassurance and comfort. You guys mean so much to me. I love you to death. Elmo, Yuki, Star, Shadow, Kahiea, Silver, Melancholic, Phyborg, Shala, Phoenix, all of you have helped me so much, you've all brought up my spirits, whether it looked that way or not. And you mean a lot to me because of that. Anyway, I will still be online, just not as much. I will not slack off on my schoolwork for gaia, unfortunately. I'm a good little student! Teehee. I'm a bit apprehensive about living on my own, but I'm sooooooo excited at the same time!!! Damn battling emotions, DOWN WITH EMOTIONS!!!!! Anyway, love ya all!!! I'LL MISS YA!!!!!
Arastella · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 03:07am · 0 Comments |
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