Smile?
I'm falling, slipping, and giving in These rusty changes can't hold anymore. When my mind hangs by a string I can feel it pulling I'm afraid for the break. When it finally drops, I can no longer say the constant lie: "I'm okay."
I've never known another reality Happiness is an abyss That always seems to end. So I indulge myself in happy things, Shading truthes with a false smile.
I wish for once that I could mean it I could smile wide for a reason When I try -- I try. It never works. For so long I've been greavin'.
My mind's a long and winding road. I'm trapped in all the walls. They're closing in, my breath runs thin. When I close my eyes, to my surprise, I can breathe again...
The stress is gone, I feel relaxed My mind is hanging on. A deep breath drawn, exhaled, and calmed. A straight line on my face.
Consciousness regained and feeling sane, I recoginze your touch. When I see your smile and bright brown eyes Sometimes it's just too much.
The straight line bends a way I thought I couldn't do before It's true you know, I haven't lied It's hard for me to smile.
But when I'm with you No longer blue I smile.
A true smile.
Spawn of Dinosaurs · Thu Mar 27, 2008 @ 07:12pm · 0 Comments |