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R.I.P Jane One of my close gaia friends evanesence_rox13 killed her self today she was like a sister to me and i will miss her and mark she e-mailed me earlier and told me she loved u and she will miss u more than anybody else it was so sad that i almost started to cry and i will miss her if u dont believe me got to her profile evanesence_rox13 and see for ur self! crying crying crying crying http://www.gaiaonline.com/p/7520724 THIS IS A PIC OF HER <<<She is so pretty>>> Jane age: 14 born: september 27, 1993 died: january 26, 2008 reason for suicide: she had to watch her parents get murdered when she was only 10 and on friday the day befor she killed her self her brother was shot (((the only person left in her life besides her cousin and aunt))) this is the saddest part... The way her doctor thinks she killed her self: First: she OD with antibiotics (((the whole bottle))) and that didnt kill her right away just got her alittle loopy Second: they believe she must have drank a whole bottle of some type of unidetifyed chemical.(((which didnt kill her right away))) And last: she started cutting her wrist REALLY deep and when they found her her arm was nearly cut off HERE IS THE LAST THING SHE SENT ME!!!!! "Maddie u are my BEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD and i love you for that but my brother is dead and now i have no were to turn and i am gonna kill myself i have nothing more to live for and i just want it to all end so plz dont be sad when im gone because ill be happier dead and i told u on the phone i wood do it and thats all i can really say..... oh and tell Mark i love him and ill miss him the most he was my closest friend besides u and he reminds me SO much of my other best friends that also killed his self so plz tell him i love him" (((I CRIED SO BAD AFTER I READ THIS))) ****UPDATE***** OKAY THIS IS REALLY STARTING TO MAKE ME SOOOO SAD LIKE THE FIRST FEW DAYS I WAS JUST ALITTLE SAD BUT NOW I LIKE CANT EVEN THINK SO IF U GO TO MY SCHOOL AND U SEE THAT I LOOK SAD PLEASE DONT BUG ME ALL DAY ASKING IF IM OKAY BECAUSE IT IS GONNA MAKE THINGS ALOT WORSE OKAY? SO IF I SAY NOTHIN EITHER STOP TALKING OR WALK AWAY PLEASE!

Posted by: gaara_girl141414 Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 02:57am

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Commented on: Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 04:08am


	OMG ARE U SERIOUS OMG IM SO SORRY crying crying

Commented on: Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 10:26pm


	im so~ sorry...i really am...

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Commented on: Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 09:42am


	maddie the pain hurts so much but we have to understand she is better off now she is with the loved ones she lost so long ago and like i say it is better to be dead than alive and slowly dyeing inside more and more once your that far gone s**t is pointless okay she is an amazing person she will live on in our hearts and minds for ever adn that is more important then wallowing in sadness

Commented on: Mon Feb 18, 2008 @ 08:43am


	Eh, Mark, that's bullshit :/ There's no heaven. She may be with her family, but that's just with them six feet under the ground. Yeah it's upsetting, but everyone has just accepted the whole 'heaven/hell' concept as an inevitability, so you're just trying to protect yourself with false hope. That's a tad bit cowardly, dont'cha think? Anyway, I'm not sure that I believe this girl killed herself. Pardon my skepticism, but how did you even come to discover these so called suicide results? Where you given the results of the alleged autopsy? (which might I add is illegal) Again, I know this is harsh, but did you even know her in real life? If not, then I'll just leave it at that. But I suggest that you check out her profile and scrutinize the date of her last login. . .which would be February 15th confused Apparently she didn't think out her 'suicide' well enough. Heh, and yeah, I do sound quite bitchy, don't I? Ah well, I'm a package deal. Shrug shrug. Buuuut, knowing you guys, you'll find a way to stick up for the dead chick and her 'murdered parent's -a HAH- with some excuse like 'wtf b***h that's just her long lost sister logging onto her account'. Well, something to that extent n.n

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Commented on: Thu Feb 21, 2008 @ 01:39am


	she did i know her cousin and the person logging into her account is one of her friends she gave her the account like a day befor she did it so yea and i no mark but i think that living is better than dieing no matter what

Commented on: Sun Feb 24, 2008 @ 07:18pm


	there is not hevean...there is no god we are all just screwed up by this stupid thing called religon and im tired of people acting like its all real if she is really died its a hell of alot better then living cuz this s**t is the real hell

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Commented on: Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 03:11am


	yeah i know there is no heaven or hell but still you gotta always make things worse (tiffany i am not talking ot you) okay

Commented on: Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 09:19pm


	Wow, she was gorgeous. I don't understand how anyone could go through with it, it would take so much courage to do that. And after her parents and brother being killed. God, that's so sad. I'm sorry Maddie, I don't really know how you feel, I have a friend who's best friend committed suicide, and she broke down in church, and nobody can comfort her. I just hope that you can get mad at her for doing this so that you can accept everything and try to move on. 3nodding

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Commented on: Sun Mar 16, 2008 @ 04:32am


	oh ok i thought you were...cuz i would have to b***h slap you if you were

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