((P.s this won't ryhme much at all.))
..It hurts the way you look at me, and I don't really know why. I can only guess what goes through your mind, what you see when I walk by, or what my words mean to you, if anything at all...do you even know i'm here?..why do you stare deep into my eyes and smile gently, then turn away and pretend not to care...
It hurts you know, to like someone, but not recieve even the slightest bit of effection in return. So I act differently and maybe slightly strange, but that's no excuse at all to shun me the way you do, not letting me in or giving me a chance.
I feel like I have no control over these stupids feelings that I have toward you, and yet I crave these feelings more and more...
oh, i'm so confused. why? why me?..why is it I am always so unfortunate to become consumed by pain. But perhaps it's for a reason that I am treated this way..it's not because of you OR me,..it's just the way things have to be.
because life's a b***h sometimes and can be so cruel. I have only begun to share my pain with you...
...to be continued...
- Uco-san
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