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Today has been the most pointless day ever. I started out lazing about, and when I finally got around to my homework, I decided to wait until my mom came home so that I could get her point of view with what the hell I was supposed to do with the stupid assignment that I got. When she came home, I asked her for help, and she proceeded to give me help from the point of view from a teacher, not a mother. It infuriated me, because she was not getting the picture of what I was supposed to write about, so, I called her stupid and left the room. I am never asking her for help again, because everytime I do I am reminded that she cannot do anything right and that Ultimately I always end up working on the stupid ******** prodjects by myself anyways. I guess its because I dont really like her *happy sunshine* point of view that makes me remember how sickening the world really is. I have elected to stop giving her the benefit of the doubt, and never ask her for homework help again. I cant stand arguing with her anymore, because she just shrugs it off, smiles, and gets back to telling me about her stupid thoughts on whatever topic it is, even though I've stopped listening.

If you guys ever wonder why I'm so self orientated all the time, and why I hate most of the people I meet, its probibly because everytime I ask her for help she says something stupid and pointless and I end up having to do everything by myself.