I fukking bet my life on it. You CONSTANTLY bring me down into this black abyss of yours and when I find my way out and try to help you out of it yourself, you ALWAYS drag me back down. And my fukking no good big-hearted happy assed self go willingly. I can't take much more of this. If all you're going to do when you call is say that your miserable, but won't talk about it, DON'T YOU DARE FUKKING CALL ANYMORE!!!!!! I'M FUKKING FED UP WITH YOUR BULLSHIT LIES!!!!! I love you, I really do, but when you fukking go on these fukking tangents of yours that you REFUSE to get out of, I WANT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!!!!! GAH!!!!! You make me soooooooo fukking frustrated and there's not a DAMNED thing you EVER do about it!!!!! I'm fukking TRYING here!!!!! THROW ME A DAMNED BONE, WILL YA?!??! You say that you're tired of living like this. I just have a few things to say about that: 1) PULL YOUR FUKKING ACT TOGETHER AND SEEK HELP!!!!! THAT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU'LL MAKE IT THROUGH!!!!!!! 2) If you're just going to constantly grate on my last good nerve about you being miserable and not actually DOING anything about it, walk away. Seriously. I've fukking HAD IT with worrying about you!!!!!!! You keep this 'I'm pathetic and no one loves me' act about you, and baby, I can see right through it. You want attention. I understand that. Hell, I LIVE for it. But when you IGNORE other people who are trying to HELP YOU THE FUKK OUT, THAT'S when I get a little pissed. Shiit, if you think I'm pissed right now, you have NO FUKKING CLUE as to what's coming for you. You just keep digging that hole of yours and see if I try to help you climb out again. I'm tired of sitting up all night worrying about you. I'm tired of hearing you moan and groan over the phone because your life's worthless. GET THE FUKK OVER IT!!!!! EVERYONE'S LIFE IS HORRIBLE AT ONE POINT!!!!! AND DON'T YOU DARE TRY AND SAY THAT YOUR LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN HORRIBLE. That's BULL SHIIT and you KNOW it. I SAW how happy you were in those pictures. I SAW that you have an ok relationship with your parents. No, you don't have a fairy-tale life with them, BUT IT AIN'T SHIIT, EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!! Fukking get your head out of your a** and wake up to the FUKKING coffee!!!!!! EVERYONE is miserable at one point or another. This shiit that you're pulling is FUKKING MEANINGLESS AND FULL OF DESPERATION!!!!!! But guess what. When you said that no one pays attention to you, it's because they've been going through the same shiit that you're pulling ME into. But they've all wised up and stopped listening to your bullshiit. Not me, obviously. I keep waiting for that phone call when you tell me that you've finally gotten help and are on your way to living a happy life. I'm still waiting for the happiness to return to your eyes. I've BEEN waiting, and I KNOW I'll KEEP waiting. Because that's how I am. I'm TIRED of your bull shiit, but I keep putting up with it. MAYBE it's because I still love you with all my heart. MAYBE it's because my heart ALWAYS goes out to those in need. I love you, I really do, but if you hang up on me without letting me say good bye one more time, or if you keep telling me that you're miserable and WON'T talk about it, I'm just going to let my heart steel itself against you. That's what you've done to the world, isn't it? Let your heart steel itself away so you don't find happiness? Well, baby, guess what?
FUKK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUKK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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And for the record...the coffee smelt like fricken waffles ok? scream