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Well so far my summer has been lame and boring.
but i was able to have one of my friends over so for a day it was fun.
But when ever my mom and Dad drink theres always a fight.
(happens everry holiday and almost every day)
But the thing is i watched this sad show about about this girl and this guy.
And it made me start to think about Nick and how i didnt tell him.
So now im singin to myself and feelin really sorry for myself.
I feel like curling up on the sofa with a gallon of ice cream and watching
some soaps.
Thats how sad and deppressed i am.

Heres one of my sad poems about nick when he liked my best friend.

You make me sit here,
While I watch you walk away,
You leave me wondering,
What you think of me,
While we walk together,
We talk and talk,
You think were just friends,
But you will never know,
How I feel about you,
You may think im weird or strange,
But I am a good person,
Why cant you see that,
Why can't you hear me when I yell,
Why can't you see me,
I know you like her,
But why can't you like me,
I know I will never mean anything to you,
But please,
Why can't you hear me when I yell?

Then this one is one that is... i dont know!

As I sit here,
Thinking about you,
I can see the happiness,
the hope,
That spreads across your face,
Your smile is enchanting,
I can never get enough,
When im sad,
You make me happy,
You are the onlylight I can see,
But,
can you see me?

heres another one...

When I think of what will happen,
My hands shake,
My heart goes cold,
When I think of you going away,
It happens all over again,
I don't want this to happen,
Not again,
This hurts too much,
Theres still a hole,
Where he used to be,
But,
Now,
It's you,
Your going away,
You only think of yourself,
But what about me?