so today was great. its so sad to me though. its the last day i can truly say im amazing, im happy, until convenience is made. im glad i saw him and if you ever read this, thanks for today.
in the mean time, i think this song sums it all up http://youtube.com/watch?v=C2eUCfREAbw
to the other...i dont need a relationship right now, i need a friend. i know its hard for you to open up, i know you've been hurt, but i have too. i will be there for you as long as you need me, and i do care. thats why i let you so close. understand though i feel horrible when i lay such a burden as myself upon you and i cant do anything in return, when you completely block me out. i want to be close, and it hurts me when you push me away and lie and say you're happy and i find our later you were sad, especially if you do stupid things during that period or i left you for something minute in importance. meh, ive told you all this, it doesnt matter. dont feel forced, but dont be afaid to get close, dont feel a burden when you want to share your feelings.
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