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Twilight Between

Im thinking and wishing she has a heart for me,
My constant idioticness is blurring her ability to see,
That i love i love her oh so deeply
Yet my words come out so damn harshly.

How did i do this to myself once again,
Except this time the problem is mine its within.
All this talk of forever and ever,
Yet my actions prove not my endeavour.

Sick of myself and trapped between stupidity and love'
Or is that my love is stupid and myself alone isn't enough.
I hate this taste of sad sick defeat,
It burns me! It burns me! i cant stand the heat!
I just love her so much why am i hurting her?
Does she feel the same im not even sure.

Hearts so close and yet so damn far.
Hoping and praying that in this absence of light,
And i keep thinkin of her as i look at the stars,
That shes staring back at me through the dark of night.