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What If
The confusion in my mind
It's hard to break away
How will I ever stand in this
While you are away

I wish your arms would wrap around me
Keeping me safe and warm
Washing all the worry away
Like there's not going to be a tomorrow

Returning after so long
Will your feelings for her regenerate
Burning like a flame
That will put mine to shame

You tell me she doesn't matter
That I'm the one you love
But she's been in boot camp for so long
How will I ever know

What if she comes back
Making you really see
I was just here for you
Because she couldn't be

So many what if's
Blazing in my mind
What if this was all just a lie
Then I would die inside

We call eachother on the phone late at night
Text eachother during the day
Maybe I'm just being paranoid
And it will all go away

But the what if's will never go away
Making me go insane
Why can't you just be here with me
So all of this will stay away

I love you with everything I have
And some I had to borrow
A love that will stay alive
Forever and all eternity

Yet here I am
Putting all my fears on paper
What if you still love her
What if it was just a game

But I know deep down I'm worrying over nothing
A love like this will never be changed
Even if everyone wants it to be
Stay with me and it will all be ok

It's hard for me to realize
That this love is real
So many times has my heart been aching
Burning alive in shame

Yet you eased the pain away
With a smile and a kiss
Telling me I'm beautiful
And soulmates are ment to be

We are destined
To stay with eachother for the rest of our lives and two
But what if
Will always plague my mind for you...





 
 
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