This week has kinda. . . sucked. :/
It's not like all these bad things are happening to me like family members dying or anything. It's not like I have a reason to be sad.
I just am.
For one. . . I don't feel well. . . I think I'm sick. . . again. My wrists are acting up again so orchestra is no fun.
For two. . . for some reason I'm really nostalgic of my past. There's this whole deal with some kid at my school named Cody. And it made me think about my friend form five years ago. I was talking to Rupel about it and it turns out that they were best friends. And so I can't stop thinking about him and how much I miss him and how awkward it would be to see him again. It'd be like "Hi. Remember me? We used to be inseparable but I haven't heard or seen you in three years. What's shakin'?" And also. . . and also I haven't listened to Damon Albarn anything in months since Lauren got me into all those cliche'd J-rock bands.
You see. . . I hate things like Naruto and J-rock and all the stuff I'm into for one reason. At my school. . . all the people who are into any sort of anime automatically assume they are better than me. Better fan, better at the game, knows more about the anime in general. I hate it. I hate the cliche' that came with the stuff I got into to avoid cliche's.
Oh. But about Damon Albarns music. I listened to some song like. . . You're so Great (And immediately thought of someone I'm in love with and you know who you are if you read this) and I realized the only thing familiar to me at that point in time was Damon's voice. Everything around me felt new. It was awful. Even though I've been where I was sitting a million times before, everything around me felt new and weird. I hated it. Kinda like how I think about how different I am now compared to a while ago.
The third (Third? Right?) thing that has been bothering me is my best friend. I hate her boyfriend. Okay so it's not him. He's the coolest guy I've ever met. . . was. . . but she acts different around him and I blame him for it. I really hate when they're together because they both act horrible.
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thats alot im sorry sweatdrop 3nodding