I won't have a cake. I won't be having a party. I won't be getting any gifts. I doubt I'll even get much acknowledgement. Tomorrow is my birthday - my 21st birthday, and as always I'm overshadowed by Natalie's drama. sad
I can't have a good birthday where we make a cake, and hang around the house drinking pop and playing video games. No, we have to spend it chasing our tails for Natalie because she can't not smoke weed or crack for five ******** minutes to drop a clean urine.
I suppose I could elaborate. On August 19th she gave birth to her third child. Everyone was all dewey and happy about the baby, this didn't bother me at all. It's a baby, be happy for it, nothing to be annoyed about.. but then children services decides they have to put their noses in on it again. They decided tonight that they'll be taking the new baby into custody because Natalie's last child was taken away because both Natalie and it tested positive for crack. I personally supported this, she's a horrible mother. But now they're taking this one away becauuuuse...? We don't know. They vaguely noted 'abuse' on the paperwork, but that's not even possible because the baby has been in the hospital's care since birth. Somewhere in this mess there are two urine tests where they came up positive for pot and crack and another where there was supposedly crack. This doesn't make sense because pot takes weeks to go through your system. I have no doubt Natalie did drugs while pregnant, she's a ******** idiot, but these urine tests contradict what we know about the absorption and metabolization of those two drugs. I know this whole entry makes no sense, but I'm so ******** mad. I can't have a few days about me without Natalie and all her baggage trampling over everything.
Jedi_Junkie · Tue Aug 21, 2007 @ 04:38am · 1 Comments |