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Withered Hopes and Dreams |
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Tears fall freely from my withered heart, and for so long, it seemed as though it would never beat. But when the thought and the happiness that came from talking with you, aided my heart to beat once more, we soared together, higher and higher we went, linked by our hearts, minds and hands. Until that day, that horrible day amidst the wonder, when my world came crashing down around me. I cried that day so much I feared drowning in my own sorrows, wishing that I could only glimpse your face for one moment longer, I charish that hope and thought with all my heart. I realize that I was partially the cause of our demise and for that I am truely sorry with all my heart, and wish that you may only forgive me long enough only for me to see a smile upon that face of yours, that of which I cherish most out of my miserable life.
I've finally come to grasp, that without you, i would've died, the scars that lie upon my arms taunt me each day, and over them I cry for you, thinking of your pain, and that of which i had a hand in causing, and that again Love, I am truely sorry and only wish to be forgiven. I dream each night, of you and I together again, flying high and out of this darkness that has enveloped this love of ours, to me and to you, this darkness is all too familiar, and altough we are unaware of it, together we stay and conected we will be forever, but within this darkness, it seems that we will never heal our scars.
All I wish from you now, as I've written here before, is your forgivness and a smile, that is more than this dark and hopless soul deserves, but that Is all that I wish from you, for that would make my final days happy and fleeting, for without you, i am sure to end this pain that I feel with my own will and hand. I love you more than words can express, and I feel as though, even through the darkness and this misery, that you feel the same way. At times we are all lost, but without hope, the light within this bleak hopless darkness will never be seen, so please, accept this appology, and let me be your guiding light for this last journey, then if you wish it, I will leave this earth and watch over you from the light and clouds above.
True love is Forever, I can never forget that, please allow me to be your guiding light, to guide you out of this darkness, that of which envelopes us both.
Kaleigha · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 04:04am · 0 Comments |
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