So I just found out that I'm going to be a mommy biggrin . I don't know why, but I'm really scared. I think it just has something to do with my parents. I know that they wont turn their backs on me, I just feel that I've let them down sad . If you know what I mean. I just feel so unprepared, and the fact that we can barely make it now doesn't help things one bit. I will not be able to give the baby anything that I had hoped to give it, and that scares me more than anything else. I wish I had someone to just tell me what to do. Though I know that in due time, as long as I have J.J. everything will be alright. We'll figure something out. I've never been bad off and I'm not going to let my kids be. biggrin We will be well off no matter what. 3nodding
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