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alright
so i have had this really good girlfreind and, i dunno i got bored.
i started to fool around with her friend and w/e. i felt bad but only for a little. i almost cut it off and saved what little dignity i had left, but i failed.

people, including past gfs, have told me im a bad person. that im a player and let my d**k guide me. and thats pretty much true. but i didnt mean to be, i just am

and just now i got a call from heather saying we are over. so now im single... again.
and like always i;ll complain about how i want a gf, but really only want some p***y.

anyways. sso yeah. i really did care for her. but im not reafy to to just settle. i am all about the party right now. i feel like a gf just isnt right right now. i feel bad for typing this. but i'd feel worse not.

so anyways. i'm kinda just out here now. half regretting half happy. i wish i knew what i wanted