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I've been brused
I've been torn
I've been beat
I've been scorned
What kind of love is that?
Why would you tell me a s**t load of lies
and act like you want me back?
Excuse my fowl language sir.
but i am in bitter-sweet pain.
thinking of how all the goodtimes we had
and how there's nothing there to gain.
Everything within me hates him now
which i find painfully sad
None of this would've happened,
if it werent for his norrow-minded dad.
for you see sir, my boyfriend was white
and if you cant tell, i am black
and his father threatened me in many ways
thinking i wouldnt come back.
but i stood by his side and loved him
more than he'll ever know.
but he left me for a girl named shelby,
and guess what, she's as white as snow.
Race has always been a problem for me.
especially when it come to guys.
They say they want love and friendship
but they dont, i can see it in their eyes.
It pains me to tell the truth like this
but sadly i must let it out.
im sure many people understand
thats what life's about.
I honestly wish life could be different
So I could finally be happy.
If race wasnt a problem, as Allen Poe says
i could have my kindom by the sea....
But i guess i'll just have to move on.
And wait for this pain to end
Waiting patiently for a new love,
a new bestfriend