Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

i'm a 13 year old, lost in the teen years. everthing's an issue, popularity, boys, how i look, how i should dress. my life isn't as exciting as ppl think. like just becuz i wear something different every week doesnt mean i'm filthy rich. just becuz my cousin whitney is mean, doesnt mean i am. ppl think that we, my cousin and i, have so many things in common, but im nothing like her. some ppl are my friends, just for the simple fact that shes my cousin. we hang out yes, alot, theres 4 of us. my to close friend and her. when we sit at lunch they whisper things. when i go to thro my things away, i know there saying somthing. middle school, the hardest thing in the world, harder than a state wide test. i come home from school every day, waiting for a friend to call. nothing....i sit there at the phone waiting and waiting, it rings, excitment fills my heart, i pick up the phone.....my aunt. now i know, the only friends i have, are my online friends....yes...my only friends...