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going on a vacation really soon (tommorrow.) so if any of you bother to check this, thats why im not gonna be here for a whole week. so i wouldnt be looing for me much. and if you ask, i'll just point you to this.
in other news, im depressed, and i suppose i dont even have a reason. well, i have a few, but ..i really dont think their good enough. for anyone, not even me........
but.. i cant even seem to make myself happy..........not anymore. and i cant seem to figure out why.. i mean.. its too often that i find myself curled up somewherer, sobbing, wishing that everything would just dissappear.. or me, wishing that i would.
its not fair anymore... i dunno why i cant seem to smile.
I HATE IT..
..what do i hate?
life i suppose.
i must be insane by now.. i cant stand anymore of this, really.
i think im breaking.
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but still..
i still think that im breaking from the inside out.