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I did something I usually avoid.....

I have a crush on someone..

Damn...

Well, my main delima is how to tell him, I mean...nii..I'm afraid of what he's going to say, or what stupid thing I'd say...or..meh..*sighs*

Point is, I like this guy and I've known him for about a year now..but there's a problem with all this "fluff" going around in my head...

We live in two different states and I'm afraid that that in itself says enough...

I can't help stressing over it, I mean...meh...*hides*

I do believe I can't get my thoughts out.. crying

But I do like him and if anything..

Even if he doesn't like me that way..

I still want to be friends....

Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! What am I going to do?

I mean, hell...

Someone asked me if I only liked him because of his looks...
-To which I say "Geeze, I haven't saw him yet...So no."

But I mean..he's got a great personality, he's smart..very sweet..

He's unlike other guys..he's just..OK, so he's normal, but he's sweet normal and...daw..hell..You know what it's like..Great attitude, persistant on some things..smart..funny, and hey, he has a webcomic XD

So what am I to do..

Give me some feedback, and~

LUFFLES LIKE A MUFFIN! ninja dramallama

P.S. Dammit I'm such a coward crying

So I'm going to attempt to ask him what he thinks about all this..

Probably thinks I've lost it.

But that's ok, I think I have...now I'm just talking to myself...bleh..


Here's to hoping! heart