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My heart is aching
My knees trembling
My hands are sweaty
My eyes are blurry
My cheeks are stained with painful tears

You look into my dull brown eyes
And see the hurt that you have done
You listen to my beating heart
And know my life is nearing the end
You touch my cheek gently, your finger tips as soft as silk
And I wince with sorrow, my soul is drained

I slap your hand away from me
I push away while screaming
"I hate you, get away from me"
I run away, never looking back
I whisper goodbye, i love you
and that is that

I'm going to go back to my old life
I can feel it
The pain, the sorrow, the hurt...
All because of your touch, your care, your unchanging kindness
The knifes, razors, and anything sharp will cut through my skin once you leave...

This is my final poem of my life...

By: Brittney Elizabeth Bailey