Well as another day goes by, so does another day of my life. So I ask myself as I wake up every morning, "Was I worthy of living another day in the eyes of God? Or has He just given me another chance to proove myself?" I only recently started going to church. About two years ago when my grandfather passed away, the last of my grandparents to live. My mother said that since he enjoyed going to church and he was very holy it would be right that we start going, especially since the church was in walking distance of our home. I would sit through the service every Sunday morning and not know why I was there. I knew it meant something to my mother showing up every morning, and it would mean a lot to my grandfather if he was still physically around. But that didn't mean I really liked it. After the first few weeks one of the members approached us and told my mom that there was a Sunday school for kids my age in the basement of the church and it would be all right if we came. So me and my sister went and finally we felt comfortable in the church, not only knowing that there were other kids there are age(and a few hot guys too whee ) but that we didn't have to sit through the service with the constant singing.
Ever since I started going to Sunday school at my church it hasn't really changed my life. I suppose in many unknown ways it has, but none that I have actually seen. Now my sister and I are involved in many of the activities that the church holds and still continue going to the Sunday school (even though I'm not suppose to blaugh ). And we've heard many stories from our Sunday school teachers and other youth ministers about how God came into there lives and if he hasn't come into ours yet, its only a matter of time before he does. I'm not really sure if that means I'm going to get into a bad accident and survive then dedicate my life to God like my teacher did, or get caught for doing or selling drugs like one of my youth ministers, who I don't really like because he's always picking on me and he's only a few years older then me(but I'll get to that in a minute), or something else but it's supposedly really close.
So about that youth minister, we'll call him J, he's always picking on me or bothering me no matter what I'm doing. Even if I'm just sitting there he'll come up to me out of no where and go "So what's bothering you today?". The worst is that he's really ugly(yes I know I shouldn't be judging others if I'm apart of a church but like I said, I really haven't committed yet) and he scares me a lot. Finally I told my Sunday school teacher that runs the Youth program thta I don't want him talking to me because he's scary. Recently J has brought a few of his friends who go to the same school as him. There's Disco Stu(his nickname from school), The Superman Guy(his nickname from us), and this girl TL(we'll just call her that). TL doesn't really say much cause she's usually doesn't do much. Disco Stu is really nice and a lot of fun to hang around with, and he's really really funny. The Superman Guy is cute, and really nice. Way better then J and I'm always talking to him a lot. But he thinks I'm a kid cause he has a brother my age so he's out of the question. Then there's another guy my age that comes sometimes, M, and he goes to my school. He's really hott and nicer to me now then he was before, I think cause I stopped taking his hat xp . And a lot of my sister's friends come, and most of her guy friends like me even though I'm in a higher grade. They're all pretty cute though and I'd probably go out with them....If I was in another highschool. But yeah.
So that was my little entry for today. I hope you enjoyed it and I might write one tomorrow too or maybe even a little later. So yeah. Have a nice day biggrin
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