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Posted: Mon Nov 28, 2011 7:48 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 28, 2011 8:00 am
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Sanguina Cruenta Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Nov 28, 2011 12:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 28, 2011 8:09 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 29, 2011 6:42 pm
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Dr. H. Lecter I walk a path of life, love, healing and peace. I feel the urge to punish, to banish and curse my father. I want nothing more! I want to destroy him, tear down everything he has worked to build, and leave him begging for death! My greatest desire in life is to reduce his worldly kingdom to sand, to see it blown away by the four winds! I want to send Hecates hounds to tear his flesh, want Nemesis to stalk his dreams! I want to unleash all the things of the dark, to make him suffer the way he has made my mother suffer! I WANT HIM DEAD I feel the same way about my father and grandmother, both of whom are lying, manipulating, and self-centered. My father also happens to be a registered sex offender (attempted rape while the woman's daughter was in the room) and my grandmother is a child molester, though I don't know the details (my mother doesn't talk about it).
I wish nothing more than slow, horribly painful death upon them, and that scares me. Not the hating them, which they deserve, but the fact that I actually want them to die painfully. Whether they deserve it is beside the fact. I'm uncomfortable that I wish that on another person.
Good luck with your attempt to forgive your dad. I understand what you're going through. I personally have no intention of ever forgiving my father or grandmother, but I can't and won't tell you whether or not to forgive your father.
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