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Basically, here's the deal.
My boyfriend is a christo-pagan, and during his younger years was a very active member of a coven that after gaining considerable force dispersed, due to people moving away and just going on with their lives in different ways.
One of the members of that original coven came back yesterday. He took my boyfriend aside and spoke with him. When my bf came back and talked to me about the conversation, he told me that he was asked to create the circle again to make this person stronger, in order to summon -something- *I wasn't granted all of the details, nor was it my place to ask*. This thing however apparently is better off not being summoned, and my bf refused.
The entire rest of the time that the guy was over, he was staring at me extremely intensely. And my bf allowed this because he told me that even though the guy was "locking on" to me, apparently in a time of need it would allow me to be capable of drawing energy from him. Unfortunately, this person is skilled at draining energy from a distance and for a while afterward, all the way home and then for three hours after I got home, he fed on me. I pushed him out twice, and then I suddenly could not fight him off anymore, and it felt as though threads were being attached to my insides to rip them out. I focused some energy into a ritual dagger that I own, and cut the threads many times until I got a hold of my bf and he sent energy to me to throw this guy off, and then he attacked him separately.
Today, while I was taking a test, I started to be drained again, and when I got home I was so exhausted from trying to keep my energy inside of myself that I nearly passed out, so once again my boyfriend fought off the person.
However, when he spoke to the person next, I was apparently referred to as his "prey", and he only sounded like he would relent when he had a portion of his energy torn from him and stowed away. My bf also threatened to summon some thing *Once again, I did not get the intimate details* to fight him off.
My friend, however, who has a very good, trustworthy feel for when things are going to go wrong, has suggested that we use a protection spell in my room, and that I guard myself.
Mind you, I am a very new soul. I have not belonged to an actual coven, but only practiced ritual during the full moon with a good friend. I do not know what to do to protect myself, and I cannot rely on my boyfriend to tell me everything. I would be extremely grateful to anyone here who would be willing to give me advice, since I have a strong sense of urgency as well.
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