Hmm. Might as well ramble here, I'm some kind of pissed and this little situation I'm in may effect the guild. So here goes.
I've decided to take this semester off from school so I can actually give my head a rest and try to recover, along with solving a bunch of my other problems. Sounds okay right? I get to relax and work on projects and… boy are you wrong.
Why do I say that? Because apparently a "leave of absence" includes turning in my technology, i.e. the mac that I'm currently typing this from. If that's the case I lose EVERYTHING. Every password, every picture, bookmark, document, my music, EVERYTHING.
And this is only because I need one semester off so that my out of control anxiety doesn't trash my gpa, and so that I can take time to recover and better myself so that I don't completely fail my undergrad studies.
Even though I'm not at the low of staying at home and unable to work or drive I'm still having issues, and that's something that I'm hoping will go away but it might not. I'm trying to figure that out.
I have no clue why it even needs turned in considering it's part of tuition and I'm going right back in the fall, and they don't do jack s**t with ones that are turned in.
I feel like I'm being punished for stepping back… I know that's not right, but it feels that way and it's not helping to start the whole relaxing plan I had... I'll update here once something comes up.
I've decided to take this semester off from school so I can actually give my head a rest and try to recover, along with solving a bunch of my other problems. Sounds okay right? I get to relax and work on projects and… boy are you wrong.
Why do I say that? Because apparently a "leave of absence" includes turning in my technology, i.e. the mac that I'm currently typing this from. If that's the case I lose EVERYTHING. Every password, every picture, bookmark, document, my music, EVERYTHING.
And this is only because I need one semester off so that my out of control anxiety doesn't trash my gpa, and so that I can take time to recover and better myself so that I don't completely fail my undergrad studies.
Even though I'm not at the low of staying at home and unable to work or drive I'm still having issues, and that's something that I'm hoping will go away but it might not. I'm trying to figure that out.
I have no clue why it even needs turned in considering it's part of tuition and I'm going right back in the fall, and they don't do jack s**t with ones that are turned in.
I feel like I'm being punished for stepping back… I know that's not right, but it feels that way and it's not helping to start the whole relaxing plan I had... I'll update here once something comes up.