raesartis
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- Posted: Thu, 26 Mar 2015 09:30:44 +0000
Its late and I'm just going to hop in the middle of it. Don't feel like developing stuff I just feel like writing some things out, so here we go. The story sections will be written on "Document" posts so please don't use that to comment. That way there will be a distinction. Enjoy if it makes sense enough outside of my own mind. sweatdrop heart
My goodness she was scared. It made no sense how scared she was... and the worst part is... I have no idea how to help her. I can see her- whimpering so softly I can barely hear it, shaking in a way that could be almost mistaken for being cold, those big eyes wide under glasses and staring up at me. I've got around two or three feet from her so she's forced to look up at me. I wasn't expecting this. I look back at my friends across the hallway. Still standing by the Quad- our four lockers- and snickering to themselves. Knowing already what they think I'm going to do.
It's not like I don't inspire fear in people. I'm the big guy on campus. Commonly referred to by teachers, guidance counselors and the like as a 'bully'. I should have no problem with knocking this girl's books out of her hand and conveniently not helping pick them up again. She disgraced my pride. If I let one get away with it, it will happen again. All the basic rules still run through my head but for the life of me, the rest of me doesn't get the message.
She seemed to fragile to me in that moment. Almost like an expensive piece of art that was fragile to begin with standing firm but is now not only teetering on the edge about to fall but looking at the drop and freaking out before gravity takes it down. Because with me there that's all that could ever happen is a fall, right? Because that's what Alec is known for... And now it has to have been a minute because she looks even worse and the hallway is dead quiet. I can't hear a thing- even my friends are silent. I can't do nothing. But I don't want to do something either.
Dang it! She's still looking at me with those eyes! I mutter to myself and caught myself sighing in frustration. And for some reason after that sigh is when it hit me. She's already down. Whatever she's scared of it's not just me. Everyone here has stood up to me and I've squashed them. I've seen the self-worth in their eyes. This girl... has none. And so here I am and my gut reaction isn't to punch her, but to punch the no good scoundrel who did this to her.
My face contorted with anger as the thought solidified into reality and that was enough to send her over that edge and she turned away from me and ran, like a frightened deer.
"H-hey.. Wait!" I ran after her, but she was fast. The bell rang and that was enough to jar my memory. I was supposed to be going to 5th period. Oh well, I was going to try to be on time, but the little jog took me all the way on the wrong end and a couple buildings down from where I needed to be.
"Mrs. Johnson's gonna be ticked." I say flatly and chuckle to myself. "It's not the first time."
Surprisingly, I was only 5 minutes late for class.
Alec
My goodness she was scared. It made no sense how scared she was... and the worst part is... I have no idea how to help her. I can see her- whimpering so softly I can barely hear it, shaking in a way that could be almost mistaken for being cold, those big eyes wide under glasses and staring up at me. I've got around two or three feet from her so she's forced to look up at me. I wasn't expecting this. I look back at my friends across the hallway. Still standing by the Quad- our four lockers- and snickering to themselves. Knowing already what they think I'm going to do.
It's not like I don't inspire fear in people. I'm the big guy on campus. Commonly referred to by teachers, guidance counselors and the like as a 'bully'. I should have no problem with knocking this girl's books out of her hand and conveniently not helping pick them up again. She disgraced my pride. If I let one get away with it, it will happen again. All the basic rules still run through my head but for the life of me, the rest of me doesn't get the message.
She seemed to fragile to me in that moment. Almost like an expensive piece of art that was fragile to begin with standing firm but is now not only teetering on the edge about to fall but looking at the drop and freaking out before gravity takes it down. Because with me there that's all that could ever happen is a fall, right? Because that's what Alec is known for... And now it has to have been a minute because she looks even worse and the hallway is dead quiet. I can't hear a thing- even my friends are silent. I can't do nothing. But I don't want to do something either.
Dang it! She's still looking at me with those eyes! I mutter to myself and caught myself sighing in frustration. And for some reason after that sigh is when it hit me. She's already down. Whatever she's scared of it's not just me. Everyone here has stood up to me and I've squashed them. I've seen the self-worth in their eyes. This girl... has none. And so here I am and my gut reaction isn't to punch her, but to punch the no good scoundrel who did this to her.
My face contorted with anger as the thought solidified into reality and that was enough to send her over that edge and she turned away from me and ran, like a frightened deer.
"H-hey.. Wait!" I ran after her, but she was fast. The bell rang and that was enough to jar my memory. I was supposed to be going to 5th period. Oh well, I was going to try to be on time, but the little jog took me all the way on the wrong end and a couple buildings down from where I needed to be.
"Mrs. Johnson's gonna be ticked." I say flatly and chuckle to myself. "It's not the first time."
Surprisingly, I was only 5 minutes late for class.