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- Posted: Sat, 28 Feb 2015 22:12:14 +0000
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( OH CAPTAIN MY CAPTAIN!! heart heart heart I thought we lost you! )
He should have known that Mati would have been absolutely dead set on keeping by him. After the abysmal display all weak, not to mention his attitude, and the gossip starting to spread about him and Michael, it was getting to be more than just a problem. He was pretty sure that soon they would be sending him to a counselor to get him set straight again. He dropped his gaze, looking very uncomfortable as they both started pushing the cart of balls through the mud, Logan just behind them. Logan was pretty good at at least keeping him at ease... for the most part. He was far enough away to be respectful, but close enough for that protective aura to radiate over him. though, to be honest, right now he would prefer him to be a lot closer.
Since the beginning of the week when Stuart's performance had become dreadful, all the way to now, Logan had really been there for him, protecting him, and standing up from him in the locker room like he had on Monday. Mati had not been there for that, but his fellow teammates had been been hot at all with the fact that Stuart's game was off this much, not to mention his sudden sharp attitude, and his aversion to changing out with the rest of the boys. It all had one simple explanation, but he was not about to broadcast it.
As they were walking, Mati asked again, and Stuart was too quick to respond with the classic; "I'm fine." The well used phrase when everything was not fine at all, "It's just an injury." One glance up to Mati's determined and worried eyes and he had noticed just how wrong it was of him to answer like that. He friend was genuinely worried, just as Scott and Logan had been. The difference in telling was that Scott had been the one to drive him home after Michael raped him, and had guessed everything up to the point, which made stating that it was not 'consensual' a lot easier to admit. Logan, on the other hand, he had just told that he had been in a physical fight with Michael, and it was not until last Monday, after the scene in the locker room, that his friend had seen the scratches and bruises and put one and one together.
What Mati was asking for was a full confession, and it had him nervous, his heart racing, and guilt rushing over him. "Mati," he breathed out, turning his head away and trying to find a way out of explaining it to his friend. He couldn't. To say too little would just brew more questions from the determined foreigner, or say too much would just cause a fight to possibly break out even more. It was bad enough that Scott wanted to break Michael's face in. He gripped the handle of the hard harder, looking up and helping get the cart up and in before he managed to take a seat on one of the crates in there. The relief on his back was enough to have him sigh happily. That was better.
He looked back up to his captain, looking conflicted as he tried to fish for the correct way to word this, and finally he decided. His throat choked up, hoarse and unwanting as he let the cat out of the bag; "I went to a party last weekend, and at the party there was someone that was upset with my being there. He got drunk and started yelling at me in public, so I excused us to a private room to try and work it out. Instead things became physical, and..." He turned his head down, nervously gripping his neck right where the large band aid was covering the large bruise Michael's lips had left behind; "it was violent, and it hurt, and I'm scared to death of him now. I skip classes just to avoid him, and I ran away just at the first sight of him coming towards me just today. So no, I'm not fine at all, but I'm get better. I want to be able to play again." That was way more wordy than he had wanted it to be, dammit.
It was not until after he finished and he saw his tears dripping down from his chin that he noticed that he had been crying at all. Hot tears mixed with his rainwater covered face, his body shuddering as the cold started to get to him.
Stuart Strickland ▄▄▄▄▄ ▄▄ ▄▄▄ ▄ ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ ***************
Location: Field / / With: Logan / Mati / / Polyvore: [Soccer Uniform]
Location: Field / / With: Logan / Mati / / Polyvore: [Soccer Uniform]
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