Fallonxi_ThatOtterGirl
Lunatic Banshee
Wow. Well, I wasn't expecting deep things this late at night. You do need better friends. Actually a change of environment might do you well. Go out on our own and have fun. Being lonely sucks, but you might be able to learn how to make the most of it. It sounds like you depend a lot on other people for happiness.
I've been told that before.. I don't deny that I depend on others for that. I know it's bad, but when left on my own I get extremely depressed and lash out.. I thought I was getting better at managing, but apparently not.
It'll take time, don't worry. I don't think it's bad, really, it just makes life harder. I believe all of us feel that way at some point or other. Honestly, I think you should see how awesome your own company is. I tend to enjoy being alone, but I like my own crazy brain. I'm a weird one, though. I'm not very social. Maybe you should make some more friends. There is nothing wrong with having, as I call them, party friends (friends you only see when you go out. Friends you don't really ever become close to, but you're always happy to see when you go somewhere). You know yourself better than anyone. What would truly make you happy right now (besides seeing your bf)?