who i'm with: Nobody.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxwhere we are: Dining Hall
how am i feeling: Much better with food in me.
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...Huh. Staring down at the book made Sam's eyebrows lift in interest but also a bit of confusion, a pang of anxiety running through his stomach. This book was heavy reading. The pages themselves smelled like time and ancient weathering, and the ink on the pages was slightly discolored. Overall the piece just looked.. very old, and the writing quite archaic and difficult to understand. Why was he assigned this? Why did the professor have to give him something so damn dense? He was already freaking out a little bit over the work that he was going to have to do in his classes, and this was only another added struggle onto a workload that he'd taken thinking that he had the smarts to handle it all. He supposed dogged devotion and a persistent, bull-headed work ethic would have to make up for it, if he didn't have enough objective confidence in himself.
"Son of a b***h." He muttered under his breath, both hands pressing against his jaw and rubbing up over his face in exasperation. This was going to be difficult year, to put it lightly. His book was placed down on his table, and his fingers slowly trailed along the front of it in repeated circles, his clawtips barely even touching the surface. Phenomenology of Spirit.. A low sigh fell through his fangs like a cold wind through a cave of stalactites and he lifted the book with a hand as gently as he could, replacing it in its place in his backpack between two notebooks. He doodled in his notebook, his body leaning forward on his table and his eyes occasionally lifting, the amber orbs peering about the room and at the different people inside of it as he tried not to think about the book resting inside of his bag.
He didn't even want to think about what the damn thing was about, but he had a little clue. The master-slave dialetic or whatever, the continuum of stages and transitions.. he had a bad feeling about the novel but, of course, he was going to read it and he was going to show the professor that he could handle the damn thing, even if in reality it was quite far out of what he would consider his comprehensible range.
If you couldn't do something, fake being able to do it with little effort and everything would work out fine if you tried your hardest.
The bell rung and the werewolf slowly stood up, slinging his bag over a shoulder. Though English had rapidly gone downhill once he realized that he was just going to sit around the class and do nothing until the bell rang, his last class still held plenty of promise-he had found dueling enjoyable last time, at least. He enjoyed exercise a lot, whether it be weights or pushups or even just running around a track for an hour or two-getting out into the air and moving and running around.. there was nothing really like it. He smiled fondly as he walked towards his final period, his amber eyes staring forward but not quite focusing on anything as he thought about what they'd be doing that day.
Even if his day was going awfully, he could always depend on a bit of fresh air to make him feel better.