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Post: 69127177_731326 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 06:48:47 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 06:48:47 +0000

Rainier Silke

By no means is my life terrible. I've just lost my drive to do anything. I'm not ungrateful. I'm just mentally breaking down into pieces of myself I cannot identify. I'm close to losing my drive at the moment I feel nothing but numbness. I can only continue to let myself know that it'll be okay in the end.

I feel you~

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Post: 69127177_731327 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 06:50:38 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 06:50:38 +0000

I spend so much of my time on my couch watching tv with mom and Elsea.
I miss Jess and Zach.
It hasn't even been a month since they've moved.
I miss having friends to go on adventures with.

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Post: 69127177_731329 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 06:54:45 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 06:54:45 +0000

I don't know if these thoughts of him are my heart or my mind speaking. Am I falling for him again or is it just nostalgia?

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Post: 69127177_731330 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 06:55:39 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 06:55:39 +0000

Small pancakes.

I could work on improved Cantonese fluency these next upcoming months.
Kinda been meaning to bother Marco about it anyway, along with basic Mandarin.
Chinese for me, English for him.

Thoughts waiting to become words, words waiting to become actions.

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Post: 69127177_731331 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:09:10 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:09:10 +0000

This song... Why... Nostalgia.
Ugh.

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Post: 69127177_731332 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:11:10 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:11:10 +0000

hmn....worst part.

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Post: 69127177_731333 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:12:59 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:12:59 +0000

I'm so dumb.
When she was asking if I had any issues with breathing or kidneys, why didn't I tell her that I had my first grand mal with a UTI and I had pleurisy before the EEG recently?
I have to call tomorrow and ask the nurse to put that in my chart.
I'm ******** dumb.
This is something.
She thinks this is systemic.
She believes me.
And I was too stupid to see it.

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Post: 69127177_731334 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:18:18 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:18:18 +0000

I feel like a damn failure.
I can't even get off meds.
I will always be dependent.
I will never be able to crawl away from the very things that probably damaged me in the first place.
I want to cry.
I'm now on two ******** seizure meds, one of which is also a psych med.
The very things that I was trying to escape from.
Please, just no more.
I want to be free from all of this.

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Post: 69127177_731335 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:20:16 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:20:16 +0000

holy s**t all these terrible movies coming out.

just one after another.
spy? really?

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Post: 69127177_731336 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:20:24 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:20:24 +0000

TMI TMI TMI

okay so, i realize that i need a brazilian wax.
but i dont want to get one. i just /dont/.
im not all thick bush in that region, but theres definitely some stuff going on.
i just dont know if guys... CARE about that?
im scared for a guy to see, and him being grossed out.
and i dont even know where to BEGIN to "warn" the guy about it.

its just... really ******** embarrassing.
and i wish i knew if guys care or not.

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Post: 69127177_731337 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:35:36 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:35:36 +0000

It's like... Ow
I know I'm nothing to you
....
I'm ******** stupid

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Post: 69127177_731338 created on Fri, 22 May 2015 07:37:46 +0000
Posted: Fri, 22 May 2015 07:37:46 +0000

Have you considered carefully shaving it?

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i wouldnt even know where to begin.
like seriously, i would probably cut my butthole.
lol

do guys care though? at least from your experience/knowledge?